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Understanding My 1978 Doll‑Playing Compulsions Through Diaries and Memory Triggers

How Childhood Triggers Sparked My Doll‑Playing Episodes (1978–1981)

The Doll Pantomimes: How Childhood Play Revealed My Hidden Trauma

The First Aid Dummy: The Day a Childhood Trigger Revealed My Hidden Trauma

My First Painful Period: Intrusive Thoughts, Diary Clues, and the Hidden Grief of Childhood

Part 10: How I Uncovered the Truth about my Toddlerhood : My Life Falls Apart

Part 9: How a Scene in My Novel Triggered a Buried Memory

Part 8: Trigger — The Moment a Buried Memory Broke Through

Part 7: Black Hole in the Dark — The Memory That Exposed a Hidden Truth

Part 6: The Somatic Memory That Pointed Back to My Toddlerhood

Part 5: How I Uncovered the Truth about my Toddlerhood: The Man in My Chest